I have not updated this blog in a few months I will have new art though soon. but at the same time idk how i feel about this blog because I am still doing a lot of exploring artistically and it’s like every time i go a long time without posting i feel so distant from the art already on here like it’s not me anymore i’m already changed from that but idk maybe that is that point of it. but at the same time I feel like I don’t even wanna be associated with half the stuff i have posted on this blog because i don’t want people to judge me based on work that doesn’t feel like me anymore or represents me anymore. ugh!!! like i hate the last few photographs i took like i was forcing the aesthetic on myself it doesn’t feel like me or what i want to say at all i just wanna delete them.
now i know it’s for me